dont smoke crack

Here we are at the end of another year, preparing to embark upon the last year of the millenium. Today, as many people have been doing, I started thinking about what I might endeavor to do and/or change with my life this coming year, providing the world does not end as I expect it to.

Professionally, I don't have many hopes. I like my job, and don't find the people I work with entirely unpleasant, but I'm afraid that they do find me somewhat unbearable. I don't expect to get in trouble and thrown out, but I was told in front of my entire platoon that I would not get recommended for promotion, which can't bode well. I figure I'll end up getting put in Headquarters and Service company and getting out after my four years as an E3 or E4 if I'm lucky.

My personal life is much more complex. As far as material goals and what-not, I'd like to actually save some money, and maybe start the next year with more than $200 to my name. Of course, the problem is that I need to purchase a computer (my main priority) and a stereo (I have one but it eats cds), which will negate the paltry amount of money I plan to save. More important to me is a girl that I do believe I may soon be in love with, if I'm not already. This is the sort of thing I tend to screw up, and I'm hoping to avoid that for once. But I fear that is not for me to decide.

Well, it's nearing 2400 on the east coast, where most of you are, so I'll close by wishing all of you at least as much luck as I would hope I have, and please do try to keep in touch.
--posted 991231

Well, it's been a long damn time. In the past two months we've had a handful of field ops (including some mortar shoots, finally). I don't really remember what happened the end of October...I think we went to the field once or twice, and we had a really long mortar shoot. It was cool for a while, but it got boring. It was like 250 rounds or something.

In November most of the company was on guard, except for about half of my platoon. So I spent three weeks on regimental maintanence, which was pretty cool. Show up at 0630, go sweep the parking lot at Regiment, go to breakfast (a luxury not normally afforded to us grunts), then go somewhere and usually police call (pick up trash) and/or sweep. The hardest we'd ever have to do was weed trimming or using a jackhammer to dig holes (we broke both of the jackhammers). We'd get a two and a half hour lunch and then come back and work another hour and get off. I've been volunteering for that every chance I get. Also during November I got demoted. The first time was during the MCRE, a field op which my platoon sergeant himself told me was totally useless. After this, some teams got switched around and I was placed back in my previous position, for one day. The next day I was informed that it was determined that yes, I really am that bad, so they made me the ammo tech for the entire section (as opposed to ammo man for a single gun).

The highlight, though, was December 2-15 in 29 Palms, another Marine base out here. The difference being that 29 Palms, California is a desert, and thought not strictly cold, subject to extreme winds. It wasn't too bad, except for the night when we were hiking and we got lost (we always get lost at night) and didn't have our cold weather gear until they finally found the trucks at 3 am. That and the fact that we didn't really do anything important.

Now we're going on leave, most of us. As I told many of you, I was planning to go to PA to visit a good friend of mine. Unfortunately, complications with the situation developed, and I ended up not going. Fortunately, it'll give me more time to sit around and get into trouble.
--posted 991221


You really don't miss them, do you?

Just a brief update, a few of you may have heard that I shaved my eyebrows on the 15th. It didn't go over too well with my superiors Monday morning, but they've decided not to charge me for it, as they originally said they would.
--posted 991019

I'm finally updating my page. I've added a new poem which I wrote a couple weeks ago, but decided to let it stew in my mind for a bit before posting. I thought I might change it, but in the end I decided to leave it as is. I'm rather pleased with it, especially being the first poem I've written in just over a year. Other than that I haven't been up to much. October 5th we left for the field, with the intention of returning on the 13th. That was cut short when 1st Lieutenant Delgado, an officer from Headquarters & Service company, died a few minutes after finishing a hike on the 8th. We returned that day, a Friday, and promptly received two 72s (Saturday through Monday off, followed by Friday through Sunday off). Now, I can't argue with two extra days off, but I was a little bit perturbed that we cut short valuable training because someone died in a unit that wasn't even a part of our field operation. Anyway, life goes on for the rest of us. Tomorrow we start what is known as grass week, a week of preparation for the rifle range the following week. On the 22nd we'll have a battalion hike, which will be immediately followed by a formation in alpha uniforms for the purpose of presenting the new Marines with the French Fourarege (myself and the Marines I arrived from SOI with have already received them), a braided cord worn by members of 3rd battalion 5th Marine regiment. Then, on the 29th, I'll get to rifle qualify once again. I won't, as I had previously passed on, get to qualify with the 9mm. But I'm pretty excited about the opportunity to trade up my pizza box (a nickname for the marksman shooting badge) for an expert, or at least a sharpshooter's badge. Well, that's about all there is to say right now, except that I'm in the process of securing some images for my page. I just got some pictures developed which I intend to use, but I have to arrange to have them scanned and so forth, which will take a bit of time. Rest assured however, they will be here, sooner or later.
--posted 991017

I got promoted to PFC today, for time in grade (meaning I'm getting promoted for having survived an entire six months in the Marine Corps). Supposedly several of us have been getting paid at that rate for a while. I wouldn't know, since I don't receive bank statements and the only atm in this area doesn't wish to give me an account balance. But now I'll be grossing $1075 a month, and I'll be seeing almost $800. We still haven't gotten to learn any more about the mortar, although we did get to carry it today for about 12 miles. Although that might be closer to 10, because the Battalion Commander decided to go around the last hill (which wouldn't have been much fun anyway). We had lighter packs than in SOI, so it wasn't too bad except for the fact that the mortar tube (which I faithfully carry) sits on the top of the pack and pushes your neck forward and your shoulders backwards, and gets quite painful after a while. I guess we did alright though, because our section leader was expecting to have to carry the whole system, and all but one carried their piece the whole way. Tuesday we had a little competition that we really sucked at (in part because one of our section members broke his foot and we lost a great deal of time carrying him) which didn't really do much but get our boots very wet and beat the hell out of me. I think my favorite part was trying to do a 100 yard fireman's carry on one of my section members and tossing him on the ground about a dozen times. Either that or trying to drown myself, but I won't get into that. Now I have to figure out what the hell to do until Tuesday morning. We're on liberty until then, but I think I'll just go hang out in one of the beach towns around here and try to get into some fights or something. I'll let you know if anything comes of it.
--posted 990902

Well, I've arrived at Camp Pendleton. San Diego looks pretty awesome, from what I saw of it. It's an hour or so away from us. I don't plan to be seeing much of it anytime soon, on account of the fact that I need to save my money. We've been here two days and still haven't gotten finished checking in yet. We need to go to the armory and sign for our weapons and then go get our career issue gear. They did however inform me and the others in my company that I checked in with that we're no longer 0311's. I'm now going to be crosstraining as an 0341 mortarman. This means I'll be operating a (heavy) 60mm crew-served weapon with three other Marines, and although I'll still be carrying an M16, I will get to pistol qualify, which otherwise I wouldn't have gotten a chance to do until I made Corporal. Well, that's all I know so far, I'll do my best to update regularly.
--posted 990825

I'm preparing to leave tomorrow morning. I'm flying out to San Diego, where I'll finally get to call myself a 'fleet Marine', after spending thirteen weeks in boot camp and five weeks in SOI. I suspect I'll be able to check my email and update this from time to time, if I make the effort to. It'll be a little while before I get computer though. This one is too old to mess with anymore, so I'll need to save a couple grand before I can purchase a decent computer. I don't expect to be coming back here (I guess I'd call this home, as much as anywhere else) for quite a while, but nothing's certain. I would appreciate it if those of you who take the time to visit might actually email me, something that only two or three of you did during the past month.
--posted 990822

Well, the deed is done. I graduated Thursday, flew into Albany that night, and got a room for the night. From Monday through Friday afternoon, I attempted to call Sheryl several times, actually speaking to her once, during which no real information was passed, or at least retained. I took a bus into Oneonta at 1700. I arrived at 1700, and finally tracked her down in person at Wal-Mart. I spent most of the next three days walking around Oneonta, sitting around the house with people I don't know, and generally waiting for Sheryl to wake up, get ready, or come home from work. I'd say I actually spent about 10 hours with Sheryl, roughly half of which were spent also in the company of her boyfriend Calvin, a pleasant fellow whose hobby is time travel, and perhaps other things which I can't publicly comment on. The lack of time spent with Sheryl was quite frustrating, but not totally unexpected. I'm glad I went...but not necessarily happy about it.
--posted 990816

I'm near the end of SOI, one more week of real training left. I've fired the M203 grenade launcher, the M249 SAW (5.56mm Squad Automatic Weapon), the M240 (7.62mm medium machine gun), and the AT4 (84mm antiarmor rocket). In addition, I've fired the M16A2 wearing some very screwy night vision goggles, gotten lost in the woods for seven hours, spent a day and a half in a fighting hole being eaten by chiggers, and cleaned weapons for 13 hours straight. I received my first official reprimand on 990630, which was quite vague, but was probably the result of my falling asleep on fire watch (and being awakened by the Officer of the Day). I graduate on 990812, at which time I'll be on ten days leave before heading to my permanent duty station in Camp Pendleton, CA (near San Diego). During that leave I'll be embarking upon an unwise and ill-fated adventure. I'll be flying to Albany, NY, to visit my ex for a few days. I'm 99% sure it's a bad idea...but that doesn't often stop me.
--posted 990802